So I woke up at around 11 (in the am.) Had a smoke and coffee which woke me up. After that I blared some music while talking to a couple of my best friends. Had my mom attempt to tease my hair until she finally gave up 'cause it just wasn't workin' quite right, I ended up curling my hair and when it didn't come out the way I wanted it to, I combed at it and attempted another session of teasing (uh, the hair.) It turned out great! Although, it wasn't as poofy as I wanted it to be. Actually, I think I'm gonna start teasing my hair so uh, I'm gonna need more hair spray xD.

Once my bruddah got home I dick'd with his hair and gave him pseudo liberty spikes (honestly, I didn't know what I was doing but that was the outcome so it was pretty good.) dressed him up too, made him wear Randy's old Alice Cooper shirt (the one I wear a lot ya dat one. lul)

We arrived at the concert at around 7-ish we sat at row D and was it a view! and for practically 17 bucks each (Thank you Brian for the ticket promotion and thank you dadde-o for letting us kids see the best band in the world preform civic center in the pm :D) everyone got there once Buckchery was playing (shi was packed!) once I saw Josh Todd it finally dawned on me, that's Buckcherry! Holy shit! This is the KISS concert! So obviously, I started screaming like a little bitch that didn't cease to stop until the concert was over (It feels like I spent the entire night at the bar but noep juss spazzin' out tbh!) I was all "oh fack Josh Todd is sooo hawthahthawthawhtawhfjbsdhbsdfjh" until he mentioned his daughter then, I thought, "Hm, I wonder how awkward it is for his daughter to hear that 16+ girls want him" which totally killed it for me. I shouldn't think about those things but I did.. and it was weird. lul. Uhm /cough they played "Lit up" from their hella old album which I'm very fond of. I was hoping they'd play but but I didn't think they would! So yeah, I rocked out to that.. The last song was "Crazy Bitch" which made muh bro practically plug his ears with his eyes wide open, lul. good tiems. Randy says the band is gay, uhm literally just because they were having a guitar dual and one got on his knees but aye Gene Simmons was totally humpin' Tommy so whatever. (Yeh, I sed, "Tommy" Ace Frehley and Peter Criss (weren't at the concert which was unfortunte but it was a kick ass show none the less. I would've seen all of 'em if someone didn't have a heat stroke D: back in highschool /cough oh that was a sad sad day but uh, this isn't about that day...)

Anyway! I made my bro stand up and shout a couple of times (well tons. tons of brix times) he sang along once to Buckcherry and a couple of times with KISS his favorite song from them is "Rock and roll all Night" then some guy walked next to railings and started dancing and asked everyone in our row for a high five, also, two guys dressed up like gene simmons & paul stanely got on the railings and started rockin' out until this chick was all, "no i'm lame you can't do that, srry." what else happened @_@ confetti. blud. the ringing of the ears that didn't cease to stop until the day after. the random compliments on muh hair/outfit and the stamp they gave me, brian, and dareen that sed "G" for the smoking area. lul.

Took some photos and videos as well. I left my good camera in Atlanta and my other one broke, but I managed to fix my grandmothers somehow so woo that was awesome. The pictures were pretty good considering--- I should get a new camera one of these days, though D:

I tried to make this entry less spastic by waiting awhile but this is as serious of an entry I can get in this time span sooooo deal with it!

:D now here's photos/videos/gifs!



lul, me and my bruddah.

( +brix )

some horribly not-so-long update

So after months of contemplating
I decided to stay here a bit longer
just until I save enough cash to move back home, or wherever.

I hung out with a coworker named Ido (guy that plays WoW) on Monday
he came over, brought his hookah, we brought the drinks
and from there came the "oh that happened wat?"
but I guess it was fun in the times I was sober, haha.

We smoked hookah (vanilla/strawberry combo) drank (well me and ian drank) Vodka, smirnoff, beer, etc.
Ido just drank some beer and a couple shots of his Rum (noob.)
Then, Ian left sometime later because he had class at 9 in the morning
so Ido and I watched Ocean's Eleven & Armageddon he ended up passing out
(I don't think he drank as nearly enough as me so I totally won the not-light-weight-bet :D)
I think he left at around 11 I'm pretty sure he's jealous that I'm oober elite at drinking
so I'm pretty awesome, :3

I'm slowly meeting new people.
I mean I've met a plenty of people i didn't like.
IE: all of ty and ty's "friends" parties
^fucking lame as hell.

so hopefully I'll meet new /b/tards
I MEAN WHERE DOES ONE MEET THEM HUH
EBGAMES OR THE FUCKING INTERNET possibly both
but I don't leave my house soo.. ain't that a bitch D:
plz.

But I broke up with KB.
Not that I wanted to, but I had to.
And this was what he said about it.

[01:16] KB: cool though. I mean its not like I had been planning the next few years of my life around you and what you wanted or anything.

:D well ain't that a bitch?
Sir, this isn't making me happy, so I can't say that.
I didn't string you along, so I can't say that.

Sure we both tried, but it didn't work out that way, did it?
How can you say you even "love" me with some remark such as that?

I'm tired of fighting,
fighting for a lost cause.

Nah, he wasn't that much of a dick.
YES, I planned our "lives" together, unlike him.
But I'm out of Pensacola, so whatever.
He and his friends can start/stop talking shit about me since it's pointless now, so I'm glad about that.

It's no longer a matter of, "who's taking who's side"
but I guess I'll get over it.

on a side note of something less depressing:
I totally got a job interview at Backyard Burgers
...Well, I don't have the job yet, so I can't celebrate.
9 bucks an hour is pretty awesome. Maybe I can live on my own now.

/sigh

He told me to have a good life.
I could live without him, if I wanted to
but I don't want to. lol. ---- But if that's the case then why'd we break up? It's more complicated than that and I don't feel like elaborating more than I already have.

Dis was emo, srry.
I'll just think about happy fun tiemz.
LIKE DIS!
( click )
think I'll savior more faith than I already have for him, if it's meant to be then it must be worth this, but I have to be optimistic about something. At least I saved him from the fights we would've had in the long run. I hope he's happy. Now, it's sleep time for gwen. yep.

Trin sended me a blythe doll, her name is Hydra and she is my darling zombieth.

She arrived today in a coote cuddly box with coote cuddly trinkets... LIKE SKELETON POOP MEMOPADS AND AWESOMLY AWESOME STICKERS AND TRIN'S KAWAII STATIONARY SHIZNATROOOksjdnfkjnsf.

Obviously I'm still spazing out. Once I took her out side a bee landed on her hair - freaking both, Ty and I out. EVENTUALLY, it flew away and Hydra just looked at me and said, "wut the fuck that so just happened" and den Berdido brought in a dragonfly that of which was/is his first kill.

AND DENNNN
pictures happened :D

p.s. trin i love you and i love hydra. and everything is the shiz :D


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Well I told you I hated Pensacola, therefore I left. There's a a lot of people I will miss immensely and about about five people I couple of people I could care less about.

So I'm thinking about past relationships and how they'd treat me like I was only there for their convenience and all I've got to say is, "fuck j00."

I'm happy now and I'm so glad I got out of those relationships because I found someone that actually gives all he has to offer and who is willing to be there for me whenever I need him even if it's 4 in the morning or even if I'm 8 hours away. He's willing to drive here for me. I don't have to ask anything from him because he's everyfin I could possibly ask for.

He doesn't put up with anyones shit either and I luff that about him.

I miss him a lot right now, more than I can say but he's moving here in about 2-3 months once he saves up some money. We both realized we had to get out of that place. I just took the initiative of leaving first and I do not regret it one bit.

So I guess there's still people who talk shit about me saying I'm a horrible person and all this nonsense... They're also threatening KB which is very stupid because KB hasn't been anywhere near them but that's what obnoxious people do. I honestly know they won't do anything so I'm guessing they're trying to act tough about it, therefore I lawl... a lot.

ANYWAY.
aside from that..

I've applied at local jobs had one interview he's considering hiring me because "I looked presentable and reliable" even if I do not job experience.

I have to go to another shop today and apply at more jobs so go me :D

I really want to work at Chipotle it seems really laid back and chill - my kind of job but whatever happens happens for a reason soooo!

wukiwuki.
BTW it's my mom's birthday tomorrow. I'm going to go to the post office to send her a letter once Ty gets up @_@ (liar it's 12:53 now.. NOT 10:30 >=[) it's a bit delayed because it's been raining like these past couple of days so blargh.

K well.. I think I'm gonna go clean the already clean kitchen or eat a banana or play the Ocarina of Time or Mario 64 to pass the time that or knock on Ty's door until he wakes up.

HMMM decisions decisions.
bwahsjhsdfjhdsfdf.

also. Ty is teaching me how to drive. I find it most relaxing with a cigarette in my mouth but I guess whatever works for me.

Randy is going to be out of town for two weeks.
DID YOU HEAR ME?
TWO WEEKS!
of course, he's coming to visit on the weekends
He's going to New Orleans for another engineering class.
Hot damn, some freedom.
:3
He's leaving this Sunday.
Saturday is the Crawfish festival
I'll be attendingggg :3
picture tiem!

[11:00] dreamt of spiders during the nap: hi2u. blockbuster didnt have guaranteed in stock on sweeny todd so they were out :-(

[11:00] *** Gwen's away message ish taking a nap :(
feel free to show up with delicious scented candles

and... chewy chips ahoy cookies, lol.
[11:47] apparently there was a huge spider: rar. headed that way
[12:43] about to attack my mum's foot: You was asleeps :-( cookies and candle are on the porch

[more on the dream:and then like a soldier stepped on it and that was that. -fin</b>]

UPDATE://
Anyway, I'm an assface for sleeping
and the cookies and candle are really there
and I lit them up and smoked :(

ARGH.
HE ALSO
HE ALSO WENT TO BLOCKBUSTER.
to get the movie I wanted but they were out.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THE BIGGEST JACKASS EVAR?
oh wait, maybe because I am one.
skjdfnkdjsnsdf.

I had to watch kids the majority of the time, because my parents were out at some party that started at fucking 8 in the morning (or something they left around that time)... I really had no idea I thought it was just some thing at the bar at night but whatever. So I started drinking since 8am for no apparent reason.

I also ran to the park and swang on the swings. This person, whoever you areeee, drove passed me while I arrived at the park and then drove back and sat in the driveway until I left.. Pretty damn intense but running around barefoot in the park was nice... Which is why it's so awesome to have a desolate park walking distance from your house :3

At two I picked up the kids and waited for my parents to arrive meanwhile chit chatting with KB, Sam, and Richard. Then Richard invited me to a party that I thought I wasn't going to go to but unexpected plans are the best so whargh.

Mike, Suzanna, and Richard picked me up around 9:30ish and headed to Mikes met a couple people there that I saw from Orphic's last show... AND! Sam and Scott were there so that was pretty effin' awesome, 'cause I thought they weren't gonna be there so that made the "party" hella awesome.

Richard gave me and a couple girls a house tour and locked us in the garage secretly recording it on his video tape. So as the girls were screaming I stood in the middle of the garage just looking at the door then one of the girls started screaming hysterically and I was so oblivious to what was going out then she finally screamed out, "HOLY FUCK SHE LOOKS LIKE THE GIRL FROM THE FUCKING RING HOLY FUCK AHH THAT BITCH LOOKS LIKE THE GIRL FROM THE RING!!" and the screaming immediately increased until Richard let us out, hot damn I'm.. very terrifying, lol.. That was awesome, though. RICHARD NEEDS TO SEND ME THAT GOD DAMN VIDEO BEFORE I SMACK HIM IN THE FACE WITH MY WANG.

BUTttttttt. I forgot.
We watched movies WITH THE GUY FROM DOOM AND LORD OF THE RINGS that made the movie so much more delicious cause that guy was delicious and ... it was just so delicious.

And Sam gave me a back rub and cracked my back which was more like a huge bear huggle which was schaweet and everyone was playing Mario songs and The Vapors and wharsghbsd. Tis was awesome, much like the parties I have with my family.. Except no karaoke or psycho drunk asians uh pole dancing. I MEAN.no.

I forgot how many beers I drank but apparently more than I expected, I drank like 5-6 at the house and possibly 5-8 more at the party with a bunch of other things.. I was tipping over but I wasn't slurring my words so I can't say I really reached my max and uh, thanks Richard for saving me from tumbulling on muh face.

Last weekend update:
Friday:
Hung out with Heather, Dom, KB, and Lori
First went to Friday's where I got a salad.
Then to Heather's house with delicious alcohol
and just chilled and stuff. Dom couldn't drink because of his spleen.
I also cooked for him that night too and I wore a school girl outfit but then I changed into pants.. and that's what happened, the end.

Saturday:
I helped dom with his school project where I basically looked like myself and scared the eff out of him, pretty damn scarehh. I'm getting the videos this weekend so hopefully I can post those bitches on neah.

Sunday:
I don't know.
I forgot what happened.
I watched a lot of Animal Planet though.

Tuesday:
Hung out with X and Sher which was rejuvenating I haven't seen them in ages
so that was awesome we just watched movies and ate some chinese take out.
but I had fun, none the less :3

AND FINALLY AN UPDATE ON TODAY:
'Tis was my step dad's uncle's birthday so we all had a family gathering at Ruby Tuesdays (You know, the one walking distance to Walmart) I had Shrimp Alfredo with THE FUCKING SALAD BAR. And I must say that sufficed with my Olive Garden craving that lasted about three weeks now.. I swear, I piled everything on that salad...Everything in that bar it was great and when I walked back to the table everyone was like "WHAT THE FUCKKK BITCHES" but they tried some and said it was great so whatever. Salad, I love you.

And this Friday/Saturday:
I think Dom and I are hanging out with KB and the gang (like kool and the gang but not.) and Saturday we're going to the KORILLIAN SHOW AT SLUGGOS, fags be there or I'm not air thrusting you. I'm just really giddy today I had the best salad in the world (second best, it wasn't Olive Garden) and my coffee is hot and I took a cat nap.. and AND.. mraw. Sorry no photos, next time :3 ... I'm lazy.

Lake Property/Fish survey!

I wasn't planning on going but since the kids wanted me to, I got ready and went (I'm hella glad I went to :D). The family left around 10 am to pick up one of Buddy's friends that happens to be the owner of my foster kitties :3 as I sat outside waiting for everyone to get situated, the father realized that I was looking at my former child, Yangu. So he invited me into the house to see Shiro's kittens.. Cute little things, I tell yuh three of them are white and one is black with white paws they're all so cuddly. After I left the house I walked to the backyard and called Yangu's name he immediately recognized my voice/scent and cuddled with me soon after that I was called over to leave, as I got in the car Yangu followed me all the way towards the gate. I think I got emotional after that and jammed to Danzig. Anyway, we arrived at the property around 12.

The fish survey delicious met us up around 1 pm. It's pretty interesting how the shock occurs, he has two probs that hangs over the end of the boat that shocks the fish at a low voltage just enough to petranize them for a couple of seconds. Randy had to fish them out of the net and place them into this, what they called a living well in the boat. The guy only did a sample so they only ended up getting about 30 bass, 40 brim, 60 shell crackers and a couple of "suckers" Unfortunately, the shock doesn't penetrate catfish, eels, or turtles ;(

I found a dead deer carcass on the side of the road near our property.. I took photos but I'm not going to post them here... hah, if you want it ask me >______>

We left the property at about 5 and dropped Ash off with that, I took the opportunity to pet Yangu from outside the fence. Tis weird, the moment I took my hand out he climbed on top of the fence and jumped down just to lay beside me (for a couple minutes at least then he started walking around outside... Meanwhile coming to me for a pet or two and continuing on.) I sat on the ground for about 30 minutes. I'm surprised he didn't get tired of being cuddled, hah.

Anyway, when we left I saw him sitting on this broken wooden door gazing at the car like he knew I was leaving. :( I miss Yangu already. I'm relieved he hasn't forgotten me, it makes me feel cuddly inside :D

now, on a darker note:
I wont be making it to the Crimson Kill gig it really sucks because I reallyyy wanted to go but the T-virus is infecting my flesh and I have to be quarintined in order to prevent another zombie attack.

But here's photos anyway.

( +66 )

So I'm posting this because Richard made an update and I feel obligated to respond, through an entry :D


Friday:
So Orphics last show was pretty amazing. It sucks that I didn't go to more but ayeee sith happens. The cops barged in so they didn't get to finish their last three songs but it was still pretty delicious.

I met up with Amanda and her friend ____ saw Gina at the show and kissed her on the cheek/held her hand because she's delicious ;] Dom didn't mind, hopefully. OH WELLZ.

You know, that was probably the first "hard core" show I went to, it wasn't that bad. I liked Korillian as well. Damn Drugs also played. If my camera wasn't such a fag I probably would've taken more photos :(

Anyway, after the show Amanda, Richard, Janelle, Scott, Savanna, Sam, Taylor, Lael, Mike, Christian headed out to their show ritual at steak and shake and invited Dom and I to go.. Where we had some deliciousness of deliciousness. I gave Sam a hug about eight times because he reminded me of my friend, Mike.

^__________^ twas a fun

Saturday:

Ah, the Renaissance Fair was awesome as well. Met my mum up there and Chibi and Jen andddd some guy I met online, we just exchanged glances, though. OH! I also saw Eddie and Raven ^___^ (sorry no photos :[) Dom wanted to leave early because his feet and his head hurt and I guess it was too hot as well but he just got over strep throat so whatev. I was planning on meeting Amanda and Richard there but that didn't work out, plus we didn't have cell phones -_- so all in all, I got dressed up for nothing :( I didn't take many photos either sucksss.

Sunday:
Just stayed home for the most part watching Animal Planet and talking to John and Trin then I went home.... Quite eventful isn't it xD

Merhermermer.
So I'm moving to Utah in two months. Not many choices here but I'm anticipating it.

Aza aza fighting!
Here's some photos.



( +34 )

Valentines Day was pretty chill. twas my first "real" Valentines Day, you could say, With Dom none the less!

We ordered Chinese take out and ate at Bum Beach... Heather then called so we went to the bar.

...

For thirty minutes or so then Dom called the shot of heading to his place and spending some TIEM together. Which was really get drunk on wine.

Friday:

He had work so I wondered in his bedroom listening to Korean drama songs, lawl... Needless to say I drank the rest of the wine and was quite sober BUT in my head so everything was all good. Any who, I slept during most of the day then he came around 6:30ish?

Aftarrr thattttt we headed to End of the Line while I played WoW as he worked on his brochure. Apparently that was about it because I really can't find anything else we did that day (not in the photos anyway.) Oh! We ate at Waffle House I had a biscuit thingeh which was delicious... Then, then I got drunk once more and crashed.

Saturday:

....

We took a couple of shots downtown and chilled at End of the Line once more. Around 10 we headed to............ Sluggos where we ate delicious Shashii-- Sushi.

....

Got drunk again?! Lawl.

Sunday:
I slept in 'cause I was dying (No it wasn't a hang over.) So Dom went to Walmart and madeded me some Chicken Ramen :) <3

Aftar that, we took another nap waiting for Grendel, Katie and Angie to come back from banana.

Around 8ish, I'd say we woke up and Finite Automata had their delicious practice of recording samples.... While everyone was sipping on strawberry margaritas and some delicious.

Yes, tis was a very sloshful weekend indeed :) now I'm eating some delicious concoction I made with beef, carrots, cabbage, cilantro, green peppers, tomatoes, and rice (and fresh tomatoes as well mixed with seasoning, soy sauce, and vinegar) It's so damn delicious. Ahbdsfsf.

Current Events:
I finally received the push I needed (hopefully) now I'm contemplating on staying here and making something out of it or going to Utah with another false dream and being stuck but with my favorite cousin.

It's funny, I wasn't allowed to get a job now I suddenly have to get one o.O;; without a car this is going to be a little complicated but whatever I have two and a half months to figure it out.

*holds out fist*
AZA AZA FIGHTING!
*ponders once more*

...What am I really good at? Are there any spas around here? I guess I could apply to be a massage fag but that would mean I'd have to touch hairy scary backs O.O hairy back, such a good parody or was it scary? I don't know. Here's some photos anyway.


( +36 )

I should attempt updating this dailyyyy, but I'm oh so lazy. So here's yet again, another update on the weekend of Shashii.

Friday;:
Fort Walton Beach @ The Brew. There was some allicious and deliciousness of the coffee and the open sign... and the uh, I need a new camera.

:(

Dom and I have galaxies on our jackets, we noticed.

...

Black lights.
Aren't really black, did you ever care to realize it?!

*wharsdfhjb*
SO THEN CRIMSON KILL PLAYED WITHOUT THE BASSIST because he couldn't get off work but it was still pretty good. I sang along to a couple of jams. I can't get myself to get up there and actually take photos.

I
can't
stop
stalking
people.

OH moving on.
>.>;;

Saturday:
Ate some Pizza at the park and took photos and what happened that night...

Alright, we went to End of the Line for a bit, for some coffee. Rang up Beavooohh then showed up at his house devoid of baby carrots :( SO! We chilled in his bedroom (with Ryan and Cristan)to which I found a bottle of rum and drank a bit then Kevin came home and I said I was sorry for drinking it but he ended up giving it all to me anyway :D <3!

Oh, Beav got meh ANAL EAZE! YOU KNOW WHAT THAT WAS FO? LUBE FOR THE BABY CARROTS. Argjsdbjh. Beav you is teh shiznatro :D It's a pretty squeezeh and I keep it in my purse just in case I ever feel like ramming something in... Uh moving on.

We went to Sluggos and ate some Sushi. I can't really recall anything. I think I slept on Dom's floor, just for a bit.

o.O;;

Oh wait, we also went to Walmart.

*scratches head*
I wasn't that sloshed.
Pfft.

Sunday:
No hang over!
But I woke up at 5 am :D
>.>;;

What A Burger, man.
It's so delicious without the mustard. They like submerge it in there. It effin' sucks I ORDERED NEOOOO MUSTARDEHHHBSF.
It's all good though, I ate it anyway :o

Wednesdays=buy one get one free?

Yuh, Grendel and taco had practice to which I stalked for a moment or two then we headed to the beaches (bitches or something)

And then I went home and found PORN on my parents bedroom tv. I'm pretty sure it's a DVD because if it is, I want it. It looked pretty damn good too. Oh, everyone was asleep. Who passes out watching porn? Srsly. I have to ask them about it.

Oh yeah, my mom tried to hide <b>my</b> laptop.

Weird sith happens when I'm gone o.O;;


( +48 )

Friday was friggin' scrumptious. I luff Crimson Kill and Scars & Stripes... Only four people showed up at the gig from Pensacola myself, Dom, Porter, and Heather... The rest were fans from Fort Walton Beach but I loved it none the less.

I wish I brought my camera, I left it at the edge of my bed -_- I didn't have batteries for them either (or so I thought.. There's a plenty downstairs ugh)

Crimson Kill had brain jello that they threw at the crowd and I got it and started whacking Dom in the face/chest. Good times, good times. Not only that but everyone was moshing and slipped from the jello and blood

/giggles
it makes me squee.

Then everyone started acting like zombies and Dom got on the microphone and demanded an encore with his uh, zombie like voice.. So they covered TSOL's "CODE BLUE" and I sang along with an intense boner that ended up throwing Dom to the wall several times that I just can't recall how many at the moment.

Thennnnnnnnnnn Scars and Stripes played after and everyone moshed and got up on stage (I thought the plywood would break... but apparently not.)

Again, I really do wish I had my camera that was seriously the bestttt gig in Shitsacola.

I hope they come back down... But this town sucks so why would they -_-

GUNZ AND BOOOOOZEE.

Saturday:

I was sober.
Oh I remember now..
End of the Line & Sluggos (for sushi... That wasn't there.. So I had a delicious burrito instead.)

OH MY GOD.
TRIN GOT HER BLYTHE
and we got on webcam
and she kept blinking the eyes and it changed color and AND AND.. Dom tried to rape me with his belt. Damn that belt.

/shakes head.

Sunday
STAR TREK: ENTERPRISE
Marathon... And that was about it, I want the dvd collection like srsly or I just might get torrents.

I MEAN uhhh.

More recently:
I have to get to at least a lvl 23 tonight so someone can strip for me.

I'm taking an hour break. I've been playing since I woke up today >.>;;

AND.. I'm going to get some grub latah

OH TIS ALL WAS A TRAP.
Not really, Trin, Jase, and I play around 11pm to about 5am in the morning. It's a nice schedule and I'm planning to stick with it.

*giggles*

Whee here's some screen shots :D


( +16 )

Asians didn't come to America to clean, apparently. That's good to know but I like dishes, they're fun :(

I think I want a job just cleaning, like the one I had back in High school. Where all I did was do dishes, lol and Ben Ford would always get yelled at, even if it was my fault.

Hmmm I'm browsing memory lane again, egads. You think I'd stop by now.. WRONG

Hmph.
So Friday Dom picked me up again (I really need my license, but it wouldn't matter because I don't have a car anymore, lulz. That's alright, I'd rather walk.)

We had a very romantic dinner of Kentucky Fried Chicken and beer, to which we didn't drink until Sunday.

Saturday:

..Animal Planet? There was... Food involved OH Ceasers pizza... Didn't Ryan work there? Hell's kitchen, I think it was called...Oh what else? There was errands involved, lots of them. Like finding a mail box. OH I found this really cool one big enough to stuff a baby in. It was pretty intense, of course I'd never do that but you get my drift.

UHM
*coughs*

Blood worms... Dom, did you feed them?! I forgot about it, sort of not really. COOL there's a happy face in my room. My brains going pretty spastic now, don't mind me. I fucking love cabbage, carrots, ground beef, and rice together with seasoning. It's so damn good, and IT'S EASY TO COOK! Oh wait, what was I talking about.. We uh, then we went home.. I passed out and we went to End of the Line I really have to take Cove there one of these days, whenever she visits which probably wont be in another 6 months until the house is built.

Yeah I ramble alot, deal with it. Alright, sooooo I don't think Dom's a bad boyfriend at all says Jennie and Hana he's perfectly cuddly just the way he is and I must admit I like watching him work and stalking him. Who wouldn't want to be stalked? I mean, I'd be flattered, wouldn't anyone? Or is that just me? o.O;; Lol. This is me finishing this entry at 2:46 in the morning. I think I sat outside of the shop and meditated on the picnik table for about 10 minutes or so. It's quit soothing, that place is, I also saw a kitty cat.. That I dare not touch WHEY? Because it sensed rice :( oh but I would have.. I SO WOULD HAVE *shakes fist* So I took a couple of shots. I really like the lighting outside as well... Hmmm photo sessions, anyone? Er anyway, Matt and Heather came by a little later to pick up a backpack of some sort... (I was in my own little world at that time) What happened after that is beyond me. I can't recall anything at 2:50 in the morning.

Moving on, we went to Sluggos to eat Sushi. Either it was me or I just didn't add enough wasabi because I literally couldn't taste it. I think it was because I was ill, though. Who knows? *shrugs shoulders* We then went and died, meaning slept or whatev.

Sunday:

Dom and Grendel set up the mail box, so hopefully the mailmen can take out the probe in their asses. God forbid you just have to walk up to the door to stop the mail off. IT'S SO HARD TO DO NOW AND DAYS (note: this is coming out from nothing more than a bum with a camera)

What elseeeeeeeeee. I like Dom's webcam. It's all cuddly and stuffs (that's basically what I did for an hour or so while Dom and Grendel were at Guitar Center along with talking to Katie. I also kept watching those "two chinese boys" off on youtube. I can't get enough of them, I really can't. They remind me so much of Rye, Trin, and what I used to do.. Except they got famous for it, hah.

I also drank a lot of Schlitz about four or so. Needless to say, I didn't get sloshed... I'm sorry, father, I didn't listen.. Maybe next time :D! (Yes, one of my dads told me to get smashed, it's called LOVE :D)

I should update this a little more when I'm actually awake. So I'm going to sleep and I'll finish this tomorrow :) g'knight.

And oh hai! I'm awake :)
I slept in wayyy longer than I should have.
I feel oh so groggy but it's nothing coffee won't help :D
My mums making beef and broccoli today, I'm stoked.
I haven't really eaten.. Except that concoction I made yesterday morning and a banana
That's about it, really.

B
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we're craving photos, lets post photos, tokie dokie?!
Oh yes, btw, I need to go to Brooksville. I really need to.
ANYONE that could drive me there.. I would forver be in your debt.
I'll fucking cook for you and clean and sing?! (or I wont sing, whatever)
All I know is that I miss my black man, Lindsay. I have a photo session with her.
I NEED to take photos of her puking again, missing out on this is breaking me more than you could ever imagine. AND NOT ONLY THAT My friends would love you as well and that would mean A LOT to me, because I luff mun bosh buddies. SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. She's only six hours away, everyone is like my panda and my san and my mel mel I really need to see them. I'm deteriorating here. ANYONE HERE, please help me out :(!


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Somehow, Frankie's dancing reminded me of Mr. Bean's Holiday, lulz. Good stuffs.

Becca came over and we chilled :D
We ate Chinese take out at a gas station.
Who knew they had that here?
*shrugs shoulders*

Anyway, it's close to the house so that's good.
I'll upload photos and such later on and stuff.
We're supposed to be chilling this weekend.
Good times, good times.

I luff yew, Becca!
<3



( +8 )

Friday:
Was delicious and where the fuck is my blankey what the hell man. One second, let me retrieve it from the depths of hell, other wise known as downstairs which could also be.. ew. sick. never mind.

Any who, I have my blankey now but moving onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Dommeh picked me up around 7ish and... Wtf happened friday night? We.. ate something uh, OH! OH! We got some grub at Taco Bell then meet up with Grendel and Katie, bought tickets at The Rave for the Cloverfield showing at 10 pm from there we passed the time at Waffle House and then more at the house.

I must say, I loved Cloverfield. It made me giggle or perhaps I'm just that demented. I did like the ending, it wasn't a complete fabrication like everything is now and days. At least he died with the chick he loved, but apparently there's something toward the end of the movie something splashes into the water. I didn't catch it but aye, I'll get the dvd one of these days. Mewmemwmwemewmew.

Saturday:
I woke up, turned on the teli anddddd ate spleens. Wait, what did we eat that day o.O;; OH! (I swear I have alzhimers or something) ate at zee mall then headed back to Dom's place where we watched numerous episodes of Animal Cops on well, the Animal Planet until 7ish then we headed off to Jen and Chibi's place...and watched KNOCKED UP.

R
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to never have kids.
I think babies look weird. Can I give birth to a cat instead :D!

Uh moving on, Sparks (?) tastes lie Nyquil which is friggin' awesome. Remind me to take that when I get sick, mmhmmmm.skjdnfkjsdf.

Oh hai, I forgot what I was rambling about.

On to Sunday?
k thnx.

Sunday:
Just chilled around the placeeeeeeee got some Mexican grub, Dom ended up getting a stomach ache so he slept for a bit while I watched more animal planet, lulz. After that we went downtown for a bit to take some shots for his class (I luffs my camera, sometimes.)

Around 8ish Grendel and Dom took all the band gear out and practiced, for a bit until they experienced writers block. I ended up getting a cold half way through that so I watched the Discovery Channel with my Little Mermaid plush blankey.

And I guess, he took me home around 11:00 pm yepah, that was a pretty intense 3 day weekend.

Now I'm here watching children. My cousin, Daniel is staying for three weeks and I'm going to.... Watch Full House :D

Here's some photos.


( +32 )

That was pretty spiffy. Dom picked me up around 6-ish we chilled at his place until 7:50 picked Beav up and headed to Sluggos, I think we got there around 8:30 ish got some shashii, er sushi THENNNNNNNNNN around 9:30 the bands started playing and bajebus it was delicious. Beav covered "No Regrets" by Aesop Rock which was scrumptious I met one of the rappers named Big Low, who's uh from Tallahassee. We stayed until 12:30 or 1 am and ate at Waffle House. FRIGGIN' SAUSAGE PATTIES ARE SO DAMN EXPENSIVE FOR TWO SHLONGS IT'S LIKE 3 BUCKS (over exaggerating but so did they with the damn price.) Uhmm so yuh, after that we dropped Beav home and we crashedddddddd.

Sunday: Just kinda chilled around the housey. Grendel and Katie got a new puppy temporarily until the owners got back. In fact, I think the owners took 'em back I'm not sure what went down there but anyway, they ordered pizza anddddd I stayed and watched 'em practice which was allicious as well. I didn't get home until 11-ish

And now I'm here.
Picturesssssssssssss.


( +36 )

Enjoyy :)

Big Low





Chris Davis


Beav


I'm pretty sure you can hear me freak out in the background at the beginning, hahah. Oh shii.

What is this?


& The Free Style


&&& Finite Automata Practice

There was two gigs there, both really good bands. I'm not sure what the first band was but they were pretty mellow, they sang about God a lot, not that I really cared but I liked 'em.

Dearest Azazel was fucking orgasmic, in fact all the band members are the lead singer, Peter especially and Ricardo, the drummer? Lol.. Whee don't tell Dom shhhh.

I'm uh well. I guess I'll start off from ground zero writing this here entry. Dom picked me up around 7 and we headed to Sluggos where I met Beav, Gina, and Victoria (??) I think we hit it off pretty well. Gina wants to vbe my girlfriend and she grabbed my boob, as I did hers and we exchanged kisses on the cheek =D OHH be jelly be soo soo jelly, mwhahhaha we also held hands and rock'd out to Dearest Azazel which was ...Omg the lead singer is omg. OMG.... my nuts MY NUTS ARE ON FIAAA. >.>;;

lulz.
yeah so I really don't have anything to say, really.
I'm just taking up time and space.
but apparently, I'm losing a lot of weight, says my mum while I was eves dropping downstairs
oh snap. SATURDAY was Frankie's birthday, you know what he asked for? a bunch of Halloween clothing and accessories. I love Frankie, he's just like me :) he got a Frankenstein cookie jar and flash light, a Ninja Turtle costume and I think the other one was Batman, he also received a bug so that was pretty much his favorite presents. OH! He also opened up a "I love Halloween" shirt that he immediately put on in front of everyone, he's so cute :D He also likes penguins and the color orange which he got as well... Yeahhh my brother is awesome.

Whooop and I'm too lazy to proof read.
I'll upload photos later :D

Aight, so a couple of things have happened this passed couple of weeks.

For instance, my friend Roberto is visited me for about a week from Cali before he left for Iraq tis was fun, just drove around, actually. Blah blah blah.

Christmas was okie I can't wait until my family builds their place here... I wont feel so awkward >.>;; I'm not too fond of the whole "traditional" Christmas... Where's the karaoke and the rice? I mean, srsly.

Christmas, oh yes. I got a bunch of smell good stuffs and an assortment of tea bags YUH! I'll pretend to be in England with muh english tea.. It'll bring me closer to John, somehow :D

I'm thinking about doing something drastic with my life.. Like for instance, join the military.. Mostly because I'm tired of school. I mean you know me, I never really liked school to begin with and it's not the classes or anything, I just loathe school. Although, it's all dependent on what I get in the ASVAB test. I have to score at least an 80 to qualify for photography -- Which reminds me, I DO have to study but goddamnit, I hate studying :(

Now hypothetically speaking, if I do score an 80 or above and get the job I want I'll be taking the 3-4 year tour in Europe (I said guaranteed Europe, if not I'm not taking it... But I'm thinking about Korea now) I'd have to go to boot camp which when I get out I'll be in the best shape of my life, miserable but in the best shape of my life so isn't that something to look forward to? I then would have to train for the job and from there I would get 10k up front which I would then put into my savings account.

I don't have much I need and I'm good at saving cash so I don't think that would be a problem for me. I'd stay in Europe until my tour was done and decide on extending my stay or starting a career. A lot can happen in three/four years. I'm kind of freaking out. I'll just think of this as a stepping stone. I mean, I never really left home besides vacations so I don't really know what to think there. Goddamnit, am I really going to take this push? Isn't this a bit too drastic for me? I don't know.

All I know is that my uncle has been in the military for about 20 years who worked himself from an e1 to an officer. He was once a recruiter so he knows when they're bullshitting or not. He WILL be there when I look at the jobs I qualify for just to make sure I don't get stuck in a job I don't want. If I DO follow through with this, they'll pick me up at my house around 7:45 am on Thursday, I'll take my test and then head to Montgomery, Alabama to take the physical. I'll be meeting my uncle there as well. To look over the jobs. I'll then choose when or where I want to start boot camp in and from there on it's what I said above.

I don't think I'm ready for it but if you think about it... Will I EVER be ready? Isn't this a good push for me? The hell if I know. I am having major draw backs if I do go like chilling with friends and all that jazz. But here, if I don't like the jobs I'm going to walk out and go back to school. No biggy, I'll just wait until it rotates and I find the job I like.

I really want to go to Europe though. The Euro trains are pretty damn expensive but I can get a train pass for a year which is probably 2000 bucks (I'm not sure that's what my uncle said but it's been ages for him it could've changed) but I can go anywhere I want anytime I want four years isn't much out of my life. Not like I haven't been wasting it anyway so why should I care? I don't think I have much to lose.

BUT OFF THIS SUBJECT.
I'll talk about my weekend.

I hung out with Dom Friday night. Got coffee at a coffee shop called "End of the Line" that place, man. Cove would like it. I took a couple of shots of it. Yuh, I'm gonna take her there one of these days. It's even walking distance of Emerald's City (The ghey bar) which is an awesome place as well.

After that we strolled around downtown and stared into the abyss from the bay and roamed a bit longer before we decided to crash at his place.

He dropped me off Saturday morning after we ate some chinese take out and got equipment for his band and recycled cans :3 wooo.

Now it's Sunday. He's going to pick me up Monday night around 7pm for New Years. Wooochackalalaka.

I was supposed to go to Brooksville but I would've only been there a day and you can't do much within a day. Actually, it would've been a night and that would've been a waste. My mum and ym brothers are in Georgia right now. I have to study for the ASVAB test so I couldn't really go. I mean, I'm having trouble just studying as it is. Imagine me with muh crazy azn family. I wouldn't get anything doneeee. Not that I do anyway.. Oh fuck.

EDIT//DELETE: UPDATE

Well, apparently I didn't update this journal when I typed that up, so I'll continue on with New Years, Monday/Tuesday.

Dom picked me up and we headed to Fort Walton Beach, there was a gig there at a coffee shop called, "The Downtown's Brew" Scars and Stripes played and Crimson Kill, along with The Goners all very good bands. I know it was the last performance from one of the band members, not sure which one though. I guess, Dan is moving to Germany eep, I have short term memory loss. Goddamnit :(

Anyway, OH! Hah. Dom and I were sitting on the couch along with some other fellow and this dog jumps on us, I think "awe, well okie doggeh luff!" but he walks away and walks towards the fellow, I then think "okie he's probably going to jump off now" WRONG! Wrong, I was so wrong. Turns out he marks his territory on him, lmao. I felt for that guy. It was totally random and uncalled for so both Dom and the guy get up meanwhile I'm looking at the territory marked spot on the seat away from me. I end up taking a photo, for some reason but after that, Dom placed his arse on muy lap (like anal) as we warned everyone about the seat. Eventually, someone turned over the cushion making it usable again tis was a smart idea, indeed ^.^

Neowww it's almost 12 as the bands play their instruments and sing their songs AND 3 2 1 Happy New Yearssssss. I would've drank but oh wait, I'm underage =[ (I was semi paranoid about the physical test and stuff, I didn't have to worry about it though. The alcohol would've been out of my system by then -_- >.>;;)

holy crap.
I totally forgot what I was prattling about. Oh well, no ones reading this, haha. Who cares though I'm typing anyway, WOOPwhoopwhoop. Hmm and that was the end of the line, I spose. We all went to sleepies and dreamt about Green Knights in.. BIKINIS omgz, not really. >.>;;

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On a serious note, I decided not to join the military, I don't have the desire for it as my mother or Randy's side of the family would like me to. If I did join, though and realized it wasn't for me I'd be stuck there for four years. Granted, I really wanted to travel but that's what college is for. I will eventually, I still have a long time a head of me why rush things? *shrugs shoulders* I might join one of these days but I'm not mentally or physically ready to just up and leave. I already started college, I might as well finish it.

__fin

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Ohhkay, now back to the blah blah blahness.

Jason called me last night, it was nice touching up on him. Since we haven't spoken in a couple of months since his phone was down. It makes me smile to know that I'm still remembered, even if we don't talk for a while. We just start on where we left off, that's really good to have. I tried to get him to buy a plane ticket here for my brother's birthday but that obviously wont work out, lol. It was a good idea though. I think I've changed, in a sense. I'm more talkative on the phone now, which is really rare for me... Er medium rare but I almost made him die laughing twice o.o he said if he did he wouldn't mind, 'cause at least he died happy ^.^! Ah, well moving on.

Today is Friday, righteoo? I'm probably going to hang out with Irma and Maria today, if plans go as planned.
Saturday is Frankie's 7th birthday so we're going to celebrate that for a while. Then I'm going with Dom to Sluggos to watch one of his friend's bands play Dearest Azazel. Sunday I'm gonna hang out with Becca, my lesbian lover ^.^ It'll be a busy weekend indeed. I'll take a lot of photos, don't worry.

In fact, I'll save the photos until Monday I'll put it in a separate post. So mhmm!
O
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I'm getting WoW, or I'm playing WoW thanks to muh good fellow, Jase :) he's gonna pay for my account o.O because people really want me to play it, for some reason. So yep, Sunday night, hopefully. Yuh! That's about it, bye byes :D

Friday 7, 2007:]]

Chilled with Dom. Intended to go to a dance hall with this fellow but things didn't go as planned, so we watched Skinny Puppy live in concert--- Ain't it Dead yet? Tis was very delicious, indeed.

We also ate tacos and watched CKY3 with Chris, Mat, and Micheal? (I forgot his name -__-) and Mike V's Greatest hits Mhm. Zatttt was pretty much it, tis was fun nonetheless :D

Sunday 9, 2007:]]

Becca came over and we chatted with Sir Johnny Boiiii taking pretty erotic photos, if I may say xP We're going to Europe for CRAZYYY BOOMCHAKA for nine days... Har, I wish but we do plan to visit Europe whenever I get my passport and uh, well, a job.

Last night:]]

Saw Ben at Walmart very strange coincidence that I see him every time I go there. Supposedly, he saw me bouncing around, as I do then we met eyes and he raised his eyebrow.. LIKE THIS O_o?! with the "HMMM AZN??!!" Then he called me a stalker online :( GHEY!

At this moment:]]

Awaiting exams, I need to uh, change my address and all that jazz.... I don't wanna.

This weekend:]]

Chilling with Becca, Dom, and Dustin, hopefully.

Or unless something shifts the tides in muh pants, wachacahcafa.

YUH! Now GW :D bye byes.

Whelp, Saturday was funnn ^_^ Dom (Met him at Sluggos about three years ago, and he found me on munspace blah blah blah) picked me up around 7-ish and we had some dinnage. He ordered an A, while a ordered a D (needless to say, I only ate the taco... I pick on my food entirely too much, so I made him eat my dinnage instead :D)
Anyways, we headed off to his place to chillax before we went to Bum Beach (which ended up not happening anyway) Ironically, he knew a couple people I was once acquainted with, Ian and Skittles. Jeremy was supposed to come over as well... Too bad he didn't, it would've been great xP

It was a fun night indeed, we finished numerous bottles and cans of beer, Jägermeister, and a bottle of champagne that Dom's been saving up forrrrrrr a year or so (???) Tis was a special occasion reuinon of friends, I suppose xP ^__^

So everyone was sloshed and I mean everyone, so I decided to crash there I don't remember much butttt we ate at Mc. Donalds in the morning before he dropped meh off home :D anddd ZEEE PICTURES! Unfortunately, I didn't get to take a picture of the other fellow that was there -__- stupid azn >_<

I'm gonna take shots of his band, or so he says.... One of these days :D
BTWWWWW, http://hopelesschaos.livejournal.com/133914.html#cutid1
That would be the first encounterment :3 Yep! Good times, good times.


( +14 )

So here's a couple of updates:

+]] I gave three of my cats away, Shiro (Now Twilight), Yanguu, and Kochii

=]] Twilight, who was once a very mean noodle, now enjoys her new little home to which she roams with dogs and sleeps with her new owner, Derick & his girlfriend.

=]] Yanguu, the boy, loves being indoors (something Randy wouldn't let me do) He never wants to go outside. He just loves to be cuddled and loves to eat... Much like myself, hah. He also sleeps with the owners.

+]] Unfortunately, Kochii was ran over by a douche bag. (CURSE YOU WHO EVER RAN HER OVER! =[) It's weird because she always stayed in our area, but at least she didn't have to starve... She had good chicken, turkey, meatballs, and rice.

+]] Mikomi, the mother has yet to be informed. Actually, I'm not sure where that one is. I'd like to take her to the owners, but she's obviously a ninja.

It was only temporary until we got the house built, but I'm not going to take them back. It's better for them and they like it there.

...And what of the other cat we recently discovered? I'm not sure. We're officially moved out today but we still have to clean up and such (I'm at the house typing this up at the moment.)

If only Randy looked for a decent house, instead of buying something vile and deteriorating, we wouldn't have this damn problem. Gawd, he's such a wally. Speaking of which, it was his birthday yesterday. I guess, happy 40, Randy.

>=[

Aghhh, I guess I have to touch up in this shitty place ;__; until then, I miss you Kochii, where ever you are <3333



R.I.P

I like seeing what great depths people will go
just to conceal their past love of someone.
It's kind of amusing, really.

But in all retrospect, this wasn't
the reason I decided to post an update
THE REASON WAS BECAUSE.. I had to give
out some advice... Which is...

DON'T ALLOW YOURSELF TO FALL ASLEEP ON WEBCAM
WITH AN ASIAN NAMED GWEN LE FAY; SHE MIGHT PUT YOUR PICTURE
IN HER JOURNAL ENTRY .... LIKE THIS!

(Especially if you're a really cute British boy with the name of Johnny, also known as Cake.)




HIGH FIVE!<3333333333333

This was supposed to be a happy noodle entry
TO WHICH IT SHALL BE!

d
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d
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d
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I'm outside the campus right now sitting at a bench that over looks the lake.
And I'd really much like to play GW at this moment, considering I have about
a two and a half hours wait until my other class takes place. You'd think I'd
go home, I really don't want to at this moment and time. >__>___>_____>________>

OH OHH OHHH!

I got Dennis and Robertooo to get GW ^___^!!!
Their usernames are:

Dennis +(Monk/Mesmer]

{Pixel Ghetto)

Roberto +(Ranger/Mesmer]

{Wolf Of Saix)

Why, that's a FULL party
I can't wait to do missions with all of 'em
I imagine that'll be the shiznatro, fo REALZ.
Hmpmhpmh, I should charge this laptop before it dies outside
and the sunlight is getting to me neow :x bye byes!

Two things I want right now:

+:] John
+:] coffee

OMGZ GOTTA GO BYES!

(Because I opened LJ up instead.)

Can you answer 47 questions about the 1st person on your top friends list?

Don't change your top friend!

1) What is this person's first name?
Johnny Boi.

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I don't know how to answer that question.
>_______________<

3) How old is the person?
Just turned twenty three.

4) he or she ever cooked for you?
He would; we talk about it all the time.

5) Is this person older than you?
Very much so.

6) When was the last time you saw them?
I see him in my dreams every night.
Actually, I'm looking at him right now
.............................Sleep, haha.

7) Are you related to this person?
Lol, fuck I hope not.

8) Are you really close to him/her?
Explain close xP

9)Do u have a nickname for this person?
Mun? Glub? Lover?! SEX SLAVE? Lmfao I'm kidding.... About the last one.

10) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
Everyday/night

11) Do you think they will repost this?
Not at all.

12) Could you live with this person?
Could? If it was possible, yeah I would.

13) Why is this person your number one on your top?
Shhh...

14) Have you seen this person cry?
Jestingly, of course.

15) Does This person work?
Aye, we're in the unemployed cult.

16) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Nope =[

17) Have you ever eaten ice cream with this person?
I've seen him masticate a popsicle xP

18) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
Is it possible to miss someone you've never met?

19) Have you ever seen this person naked?
LMFAO! Uh no. xP

20) Have you ever done something stupid or illegal with this person?
Downloaded Mp3's?!

21) Do you know a lot about this person?
We all have our dark secrets, I suppose.

22) Would you date this person?
I'm pretty sure we are, somehow.

23) Have you ever spent a night with this person??
*sighs* only in our dreams.

24) Have you ever made something with this person?
I made him a sign xP
LIKE THIS


^__^

25) Have you and your #1 fought before?
Nope, but we did discuss some pretty intense matters not too long ago.

26) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
IS THAT WHAT THEY CALL IT NOW AND DAYS? No I'm kidding, I lied.

27) Have you ever kissed your number one?
We blow kisses =[

28) Do you know this person's shoe size?
OMGZ. HE'S GOTS TOES.

29) Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
Cheah, if he sent me some, lol.

30)Have you and your number one made up a hand shake?
....That sounds weird "hand shake" you freakssss.

31) If it was "freaky friday" would you switch bodies with this person?
xP AHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA I guess, that way I'd be in him or something.

32) Has this person ever seen you dance?
I think I sent him a clip, oh wait... No but I've seen him dance *giggles*

33) Have you ever heard this person sing?
IT'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING EVER TOO!

34) Do you and this person have a sayin?
Yeah I suppose.

36) Do you know this persons best friend?
You know, I don't think we know anything about each other.

37) Have you and this person gotten in a fight lasting more than 2 weeks?
Shiz, we only started talking... Weird, eh?

38) Does this person cry a lot?
When I'm mean and refuse to send him pictures, lol *ebil laugh*
But it makes me laugh *runs away*
(SHIZ, I MEANT JESTINGLY!)

42) Do you and this person talk a lot?
*nods head*

43) Have you licked this person?
Pfft, I wish.

44) Has this person ever lied to you about something big?
Nah, he wouldn't tell me but Asians are all knowing so he told me in the end.

45) Have you and this person got into a fist fight?
Why I'd love to get in a fist fight with this fellow.

46) Do you love this person?
You know, I'd like to.

47) Do you want to be friends with them forever?
He says we will, but I have my doubts.

Now repost this as:
"Can you answer 47 questions about the 1st person on your top?

I got another one to buy GW also
Gawd! I'm in a roll xP
His name is Daniel
and his username is..

Maz LeFae

^__^

GAWD!
Why does everybody
have to live elsewhere
like Australia or the UK

goddamnit!
I want to LAN
*gurgles*

On the list:
Micheal who's
going to buy a webcam
sooooooon 'cause I told him to xP

EDIT//DELETE:

I gamed with Johnny all day
his username is

Jack Longspur

His profession is Ranger/Warrior
I even created another one
Necro/Ranger and we took
some photos and shiz.

Oh tis was the best Devil's Night EVAR.
and it made me smile ... Then I got on webcam
and drank a little and danced, lol.

Oh pixies!



IT'S LOVE.



<3

I GLUB THIS BOIIIIIII!

He bought himself GW just to game with me ^__^
and he even got on webcam to show it to me before he went to bed.
Gwarardrs he looked so damn tired too.

GWAD! It's so friggin' adorable
when he yawns =^_^= I was going
to force him to get on tonight
but I don't want to torture him
when he has sleep deprivation
which is also my fault >__>

Moseying on, this guy is the greatest piece of
British MAN BEEF in the face of the planet.




ILY!!!!!

Yep! I woke up around 10 am and got ready
then My mum, Randy, and the kids headed off
to the grounds to meet up with Aunt Ruth, Brittany, Daniel
Trey, and Ashley (his girlfriend), Aunt Racheal and Brianna
Aunt Nancy, and a bunch of other people... We strolled around and were
greeted by a couple of clowns that gave us all blue stickers that said,
"I met a clown today" to which I took one off and put it on my mom's arse
LIKE DIZAM?!

Eeeep, moving on. We went on a couple of rides that day, since we bought
the "family" pack we didn't have to pay for any of em ^_^ so that was
awesome we also had discounts on the grub but here I am digressing in
my entries again... ARGH I have a really bad inclination to do that,
I've noticed. Oh wells!

My brother, Buddy is really terrified of everything. I don't think I was
ever that bad as a child, I mean damnnn -___- but I told him I'd be there
with him so he got on a couple of rides with me which was a pointer. I've
gotta turn my brother into a MAN A BIGGG STRONGG MANNn..ehbfbsfsfkjn.duain,

[looks around]

So, there's this ride right.. And it totally ripped the balls right outta me
but it was so worth it and I'll do it again.... Mwahhaahah >__> My mum luffed it
as by the photos I took [I'll be posting them in a second or two]

bklahblkahblahbklah
Who seriously wants to hear me prattle on
Not I! Here's dem photos, biaatchesssssss



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One would ask when did Gwen get a job
the other would retort, "she didn't it's pending"
and the other would reply with, "she doesn't even want one"
and Gwen would tackle all three of them and say "OH BAGOD. I'M SACRIFICING MY GAMING TIME"
and maybe do a sexy dance... Wait no.

DAMN. I AM
IS IT WORTH IT?
yeah, you're right it probably is
and since I don't have my license
I don't have to worry about insurance bills or gas.

Ahahaha, oh yeh.
Did I mention it was walking distance?
Zombway- Eat Flesh.

I should stop jinxing myself in which job I'm going to work at first.
DAMN YOU FRESHMAN GWEN YOU RUINED ME.

By the way.
what the fuck am I doing up
I have class tomorrow
ASHHHJSFHJHSDF
AFLACK

So, there was a dog sniffing around the gate today while I was sitting with my adorable kitties so their first reaction was to scurry away and climb the nearest tree.

Well, when the dog finally trailed off Kochi climbed down just fine unfortunately Yangu had a bit of a trouble. Which I could understand that tree is pretty high. I ran inside to get Randy's car keys to whip out the ladder but it wasn't there [I found out later that it was in the back room (-_-)] Now moving on, I moved the nearest table right beside the tree using a chair as a foot stool.

I then realized that she wasn't going to jump on me so I climbed down and got my fishing net with the hopes of her jumping into it [but that's later on in this story] so after my feeble attempts of communicating with her telling her to jump in she slowly but surely walked on the edges of the net as I lured it down by then she freaked out and jumped on the table, then to the floor.

After I climbed down she proceeded with rubbing against my leg, she even let me pick her up and give her some cuddle kisses (^o^) she luffs me ^__^ AWEZ she's just so cuddly xD!

Moments after this whole dilemma I sat down and pondered and came to the conclusion that:
+] She probably would have jumped down eventually
+] I wonder what people thought of some Asian standing on top of a table with a net in her hand.
+] Yangu should be grateful that she has someone that will spend 30 minutes of their time just to make sure she jumped off the tree safely.

And here's some photos of the action >_>
Taken by my mummy, lol.



( +14 )

Here they are; the two little kittens I'm tending for... AREN'T THEY KAWAII!!

Yangu


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Kochi


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Of THREE cats (one kitten)

The first one came a couple of weeks ago wondering around outside so my mother gave her some grub, and she's been here ever since. She's pretty used to my mother and I. She's starting to jump on my lap every now and then and lays there, it's so cute!! Her name is Mikomi (Hope)

The second came last night, her new name is Shiro (White) so I fed her some grub alone with Mikomi she's a couple of weeks pregnant so she's a bit hormonal and territorial when it comes to food but she's sweet none the less.

Lastly, the third, just arrived this night. She's a little playful kitten her name is Yangu (Young) I found her outside eating with Shiro the moment I walked outside she immediately ceased her eating and ran down the stairs but then realized the others weren't so she rubbed against my legs and let me pick her up, AWW KAWAII!!!!

I'm starting to wonder how many more kittens are going to drop by.

EDIT/DELETE&%] THERE'S ANOTHER ONE, LOL. I'm not sure if it's a boy or a girl but it seems it hasn't been around people either, I mean it didn't mind being around me but it was a bit hesitant to get pet [it let me a bit after] I think I'll name her Kochikochi (Frightened) haha, I'm such a dork. Oh my god, I jinxed myself, I'm gonna be a cat lady! OH SHIT. I AM A CAT LADY! O_O


( +4 )

THE SEA FOOD FESTIVAL; Friday]
Greatest "family out" everrrr ^___^
Randy woke me up around 6pm asking me if I wanted to go to the Sea Food Festival with them to that I accepted the invitation because really, who the hell would rather mope at home doing nothing? Not I! Alright, so I got ready while jamming out to Paris by Patrick Wolf; something in the air told me that that night was going to be incredibly the bosh 8]

I'm not sure what time we got there but we strolled around for a bit looking at the different types of grub they had. Frankie ordered the moment he saw rice & shrimp ^__^ on his own if I may add xD one of the asian booths guys winked at me it wasn't the "HEYYY you hawt" type thing it was more of the "HEYYY YOU'RE ONE OF US" type things so we shared a smile and continued on with our day, haha.

Moving on, Buddy spotted his eyes on "Krab cakes" to which he made his father order because he was "too shy" or something -___- anyway, that dish COST 15 BUCKS he didn't even eat it either he even put up a fit and pouted and whined because "it wasn't good" or whatever [he does this to us every time >__<] so Randy threatened to spank him in front of "all these people" which made Buddy pout even more than he was already. Anyone who's chilled at my house knows how Buddy is, it isn't a pretty sight when he does that. It gets old immensely quickly. In the mean time, my mum made some acquaintances with chicks that wanted to bum of smokes from her so that was pretty entertaining. Anyway, he pouted long enough that my mum would eat the dish so "he could have something else" preferably the gator tail I was eating but moving on...

We walked towards the soothing sounds of the band jamming out. You know, it brought me back to Key West some how perhaps the songs they were singing like "Margaretaville" and "It's 5 o'clock somewhere" by Jimmy Buffet but I had fun, lots of it. Buddy of course was whining because "he was bored" while Frankie ran around twirling and I suppose acting drunk to those around him, haha Oh! They even played "Shout" by Little Richard so my mum and I danced to that for a bit as the songs ceased we headed to the other booth that was sponsoring the Florida Lottery oh em gee that was great. Someone threw an inflatable ball at Frankie and he threw it in the air and some guy caught it and gave it to his girlfriend and took off and everyone thought he stole it from him so they made this whole scene about it and one of the girls took Frankie's hand and yelled at the guy about it, lol... Of course the guy didn't know but it's all good Frankie got another ball so WHOMP THAT SHIZ. The Lottery game had very unusually intriguing contests for instance, one of them they picked three men one was a guy perhaps around his early 30's who actually looked like a blonde version of Ben Affleck o_O and another around his 20's finally an older man around... his 70's who was the most lively one out of the bunch... Alright, the contest was called "Shake your groove thang" and it's exactly what it seemed (I also took videos, lmfao.) needless to say the 70 year old won but who would blame him dancing the way he did, lol. I think he won around 200 lottery tickets and he started throwing them in the crowd but one of the managers started yelling at him for it (party pooper! >=[)

Egads I'd ramble about this foreverrr but I'll try to shorten this up! Aighttttttt, It was at the end of the show [we were on live television by the way O_O] and my mum was picked to go on stage! [I took so many pictures of her, lol] due to all the screaming she ended up sounding like a dead duck up there, lmfao but she won one of the dancing contests the carl dance, I think... Anywho, she won 100 lottery tickets and the biggest bag they were giving which contained a portable dvd player and other cool nick nacks. Then they threw out a cap and Randy caught it so he ended up entering the contest.. They just asked him if he'd rather pick a wallet [that which holds a number for lottery tickets] or choose whatever was in the guy's pocket... Randy choose the wallet and ended up getting 400 lottery tickets because of it ^_^!

(Around this time some bish stole Buddie's ball while he wasn't looking.. So he was a bit bummed out about it.. But no worries people gave him stuff which was pretty generous thank ya peopleeeeeeee! OH! And Frankie got up to the people who were throwing out stuff and said, "Give me a hat." (omgz. that was so cute) and they were all "WHA??? How what's your name? You can't just walk up and expect me to give you something.. haha" So my mum told him that he was autistic so he retorted, "Oh! ok, well here ya go" ahh, Frankies the shiz.

CHEAHHHHHHH!!! We ended up spending an hour and a half scratching off tickets we won 240 bucks and 43 lottery tickets.. That of which we spent at Red Lobster $116.19 to be exact because well, we went hay wire or something. It was great too bad we can't do that every day then again, it wasn't our cash anyway ^__^!

RED LOBSTER &% AMANDA'S HOUSE; Saturday]
Whelp, Red Lobster as stated.. I've got photos of that and such we were supposed to go back to the sea food festival but things became hectic so they dropped me off at 8 pm at Firehouse Subs where Amanda works [I crashed at her place that night.] OH MY GAWZ! Randy DROVE OFF with all my stuff so I had to wait until 10:40 to get my crap because they were too busy trying to get more lottery tickets [I think they won... 40 bucks or something] Anyway, Amanda, David and I are supposed to be going camping two weeks from now and so on and so forth. It was just a really weird night that I shall say.. But damn, it was hilarious we even made our own drink which is called... er, well it's the sound you make after eating something sour. The rims are covered in syrup and dipped in sugar mixed with siera mist, vodka, and something else I can't put my finger on but it was alliciously sour ^_^ we ended up sleeping at 5 am (unfortunately we were too .. uhm, weirded out to take gorey pictures... Oh David, camping shall be interesting.

ANDDDDDDD
TWO UNEXPECTED GUESTS; Sunday]
Now I'm here sitting alone at home watching time pass by...
But in the past events were as this:

+ went to the tattoo shop with Amanda so she could see her outline for her new tattoo which didn't go as planned because the artist accidentally x'd out the design so he's going to email it to her instead.

+ attempted to walk to the "nearest fast food" restaurant with my cousin, Brittany which didn't go so well because we were tired more than half way there so we called up Randy and he drove us instead, haha.

+ I MADE A NEW KITTY FRIENNNDDDDD!

Her name is Hope or what I consider her as. She's a stray cat around the neighborhood that randomly strolled along our house one night so my mother gave her food and she's been coming back to us since which I don't mind at all. She just now got used to me which is a relief SHE ACTUALLY JUMPED ON MY LAP!!! I'm stoked. Her tail is so fluffy ^__^ she's just like I in a sense... But uhm, that's another story.

+ My mother and I bought our Devil's Night costumes mine is a dark fairy (who would have known?) and she is a pirate.. It costs $94.34 all together.. But it's so worth it! I can't wait until it comes in the mail! [SQUEE]

NOW I'M TIRED.
here's some pictures.

UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEEE
So I went outside after I put my brothers to bed to check on my new little kitty friend... Turns out there's another one.. A white one, pregnant so I called her over and she sat down beside Hope and I... I could tell she was hungry so I rang the doorbell so Buddy would answer.. We gave them two separate plates of food which eventually merged into one when Hope glanced to her left and found yet another plate of food which was preoccupied with the other fortunately they didn't start a fight the newer one.. That we've decided to call Fog (Thanks to Buddy) growled a bit however... But I told her just because she's pregnant and hormonal doesn't mean she could start putting up a bish fit... So she ceased and continued on with her meal.. Then Buddy suggested we give them milk as we did (separate bowls of course) AWEZ I feel like such a mother I basically fed two children (not counting the others in the womb) Hahahha, damn me being a Cancer. Whelp, I hope I see them tomorrow. I know I wont be able to keep them but it's better than nothing I'm glad they stopped by ^_^


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Oh no! I failed to update, again.

These weeks have been pretty much hectic I'd say. I'll skip around a couple of days.

+ THE ENCOUNTERMENT WITH BEN... After 3 months; Friday]

I crashed at Ben's place it was a bit awkward to the ride back to his place I kept murmuring random nawdle zouss and giggling [because, who doesn't do that in awkward silence?] We snuck through the backyard into the bathroom into his crib [Oh yeh] to which I was greeted with his two cute tiny male kittens named Fatty & Bitey [cheah, very unique heh?] I placed myself in front of the television on his couch to where he followed me with a 'throw blanket' as I browsed the channels one of his kittens built up the courage to crawl on my knees and scrutinize my presence. After that instance, I headed toward the bed as Ben followed and slowly lowered myself to the floor attempting some yet again spooky attempt which obviously didn't work -____- so! I opened up my mini-luggage/purse/thing and held out his late birthday present which was a grey shirt with an animated man staring through a window with a nice little phrase, "I fell in love with you the moment I stalked you through your window" or something rather. Anyway, I threw it at his face after he mocked me for being shy and ran into the bathroom where I stood in the darkness with his kittens surrounding me [0.o weird much?] el oh elz, then he followed me and gave me a huggles and said he loved it then he threw me on the bed AND WE PLAYED BARBIE DOLLS and I showed him all my kawaii stationary items that were hidden in the luggage of mine. Fine, I admit we didn't play barbie dolls, instead the cats attacked us and we had a sexy party, lol not really. I lied about that too actually, all we did was watch Cheech and Chong after he passed out I sat on the couch and slept with the kittens for a bit, woke up had a smoke and crashed again. That's all went down, I went home the next morning.

+ BRO'S BIRTHDAY PARTY; SATURDAY]

Ah, I got home around 9 am or 10 my family & Christian [She actually rode a train to come here she lives in North Carolina] came over to visit that weekend, everyone was just getting up and my aunts totally saved my ass when I didn't come home apparently my mother did the same exact thing as did my aunts, oh yeah let me tell you we're all rebels here, haha. Ah after an hour of dazing off my aunt, Shielah just told me to take a nap since my brother's birthday party didn't start until 1:00 pm so I woke up around 2... It was a good party, I felt like I was at a foster home though I can't ever recall ever seeing so many kids before and they were sooooo L O U D! -___- my cousins Drake and Caleb were so annoyed, poor kids it's weird really. Everyone in my family has a reputation for being a tad bit antisocial wonder where I got it from, hmphmphmh! Randy rented a Spongebob moon bounce for the kids, my mother and I were supposed to take some photo sessions but they packed it up and left before we could [damn stupid asians =(] Mrawrrgsggsddsf. The party about ended at 5 so we headed off to the lake property we finally have electricity there! Though everything was damp from the rain so that wasn't really pleasant. I think we came home around 11 or 12 hell if I know I passed out :3


+ I FORGOT... SUNDAY]

Whelp, we went to the beach at night.. I can't say I remember what happened that day I know we got smashed though, after the beach of course. Made some Tequila Rose milkshakes and a couple of items in my bartending book and reminisced for a pretty damn long time but that was a good night... Dude, Tequila Rose is so good and so is Amarula tastes like coffee! I don't think I'm too fond of whatever Auntie Shilah made Daisy something mixed with Vodka, lime juice, and whatever she put in there that gave off that red affect it tastes like cough medicine but hey, I was sick at the time.. I drank it anyway >_> THEN WE ALL PASSED OUT...

+ LABOR DAY; MONDAY]

Jackie & my mother went to the beach... to "Sun bathe" which didn't work because they were rained on.. Cove and I just kinda sat around taking photos of em. After that, we headed yet again to the lake property, went fishing, jammed out, drank, ate [?] then they left around 5 or 6 pm twas a short weekend but quite eventful. Can't say I did much after that.

+ YO.

I'd talk about college and what have you so I guess I should start.
I'm in the RN program but to be genuine, I could care less.
I'm indifferent about it all, sure I'm getting an education,
sure I'm doing my best at this moment, I can't say I really
strive for anything I'm glad I'm in college but truthfully, it's not a big deal.
And that's my two cents.

* Just a couple of updates|

-My cat ran away that or died. I haven't seen her in a week and a half but I do know why she ran off when she did, if she did. I'm glad for her she did what I possibly couldn't maybe she's living a better life now, it's a better life than I could've provided for her. This place isn't a home, it's cursed. I'm sure she knew that but if she returns, and I hope she does, soon because we're moving again. To where I'll never know maybe I'll move out by then.

-Lindsay is back in Brooksville. I really want to visit her.. NOWWWW. I was thinking of getting an apartment with her and Ian of course I'd need my license first. Yeah, I know we could manage.

-I've talked to The Jew these past couple of days, glad he's there for me when I need it. I guess we're all going through the same shit, the cult and I even if we're so damn far apart.

-My mother and I are trying to go to Screamfest Oct 19-21 if not that we're still going
to Brooksville so it's not that bad. Hopefully Lindsay, The Jew, & I will chill like old times, with new friends of course [luff you, Ian!] so I can't say it's a horrible life.

-I'm getting a job soon, hopefully at Intimate Treasures [<333333333]

-I'm exercising again [I wonder how long it'll be before I give up again]

That's about itttt I already lost my train of thought so here's some pictures! =D

-----------------------AN UPDATE FROM SEPTEMBER THE 8TH&%

[Just a short update; most will be told in the photos]
We went to Randy's companies work party for the weekend at the Hilton Hotel in Pensacola Beach
It was pretty fun, the only reason I look forward to it is because of the OPEN BAR.. Which is the greatest
thing in the fucking world by the way. I had two bloody mary's and a strawberry daiquiri I'm not so fond of
the first but I drank it anyway man.. SPAGHETTI SAUCE IS SUPPOSED TO BE IN PASTA NOT IN A FUCKING ALCOHOLIC
BEVERAGE, PFFTTT!! Uhm, what else beside that... Oh em gee, I forgot. All I can say is that we were pretty
much pleased with everything.. Uh huh.. After that day we went to a chinese buffet.. And I've been here
ever since [here meaning home] What else?! Hell if I know! We're still trying to bribe FAT ASS into letting
us go to Brooksville.. I have to see Matt and Lindsay and Ian and Mel and Dennis I'M DETERIORATING HERE! ARGHHH... Okies now that's done lets look at them photos, BISHES!

September 8, 2007

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Last night was EPICCCCCCCCCCCCCCC!!!!!!!!!!
Amanda and Kaitlin picked me up at my place around 4
We then headed to Kaitlin's house, picked a couple of clothes for her to wear
and got ready at Amanda's and met Zoey there.

N
O
W.

I had the scariest yet amusing life/death xp while Amanda was on the phone
don't turn into lanes near 3 mile bridge, that shits insane. Wooo, we arrived
at Captain Fun's around 7:30 [rushed a bit because we were going to be late,
whudda know? We're early ^.^] for a "free concert" for Labor Day weekend [hah,
free my ass] that TK 101 are hosting. three bands played that night...
Framing Hanley [They were alright, not my type of jam though.] Submerssed
[Best one of those bands to rock out to, really pumped me up... Hehe, thank you knight
man. SQUEE] AND Evans Blue [heard a couple of songs from them on the radio, they aren't
that bad either]

K, [changes subject] I found another version of Steve Head cept he had a lip piercing
so I couldn't help but stalk, er look. Hey, he looked at me too, stfu. >_> After the
concert the bassist & the drummer in Evans Blue throwing out stuff I ended up getting
a guitar pick ^.^!!!! It's all smooth, nice and blue. =) so I was pretty giddy for it,
haha. Amanda got to touch the drummer and was able to take a shot with one of the drummers.
Don't you love camera men? xD Oh bosh, I forgot Zoey & I were practically molested
during the show, damn those drunk men! DAMN THEM! Someone also split beer all over my
back which was actually quite refreshing from all the rocking. I would've liked drinking
one but oi, damn the law.

When we left the show we were hit on in the car which was friggin' hilarious but
scary none the less. Zoey decided we go to Shake the Steak, I mean.. Shake and Steak
after the gig, so we grubbed down there again, were hit on ickk boys are weird 0_o
Oh man, I love Kaitlin she's effin' hilarious and she and I were singing songs in
Shake the Steak and everyone heard us and started laughing butttttttt it was fun
while it lasted. THENNNN I dunno, she has an obsession for shakes though, xD aha.

I should've crashed at Amanda's place but my mum insisted I be home at 10 however, that
didn't work out.. Is 1 am alright? Marhsbfhd tonight.. Might be chilling with Ben
not sure, whatever happens happens.

Moseying on.. Here's thy photos ^.^

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There's a slight possibility
that I'll be moving to Vegas.
I'm really stoked, I can't wait.
I think it'll be good for me,
everyone leaves sometime.

I'm over it.
Sorry for the confusion.
Nothing lasts forever.

Buddy & I have started to walking to the park
and back. It's about 30 minutes for each but
we're getting exercise none the less which
is what we need, baddddddddd.

Moving on, I hung out with Jonathan yesterday
he picked me up around... 5 after I got my
haircut, a bank account, and an application
for college what can I say? These bastards
are running my life. Hah. BLAHHH

We chilled at his place for a while, decided
to play pool -got lost- went to starbucks,
he bought us mocha frappuccinos then headed
to walmart I bought strawberry shampoo since
Randy for some reason refuses to buy it now
and some gatorade... Lemon juice and mints.

Finally, we arrived at his house and drank a bit
and other stuff which was fun we tried getting
other friends to come by but they were all busy
so perhaps Saturday if everyones free. Annnndddd
he dropped me home at around 11 or so and I crashed.

TODAYYY: Don't know, it's all unknown as usual.
But I'll update if something happens.
I'M NAKEYYYY!
[dances]

ANDDDDDDDDDDd pictures.

( +4 )

I'm browsing old entries.
I can't say what I'm feeling
It's a mass combination of
sorrow, regret, happiness, and stupidity.
mostly stupidity... But I did find something
that made me chuckle and spaz out a bit... And here it is.

HoPeLeSsChAoS: um, you're reading my journal arn't ya
darwins barber: nooooooooooo.....maybe

That's so cute.. haha

darwins barber: lol

OMG IT'S A MIRACLE HE LAUGHS!!!

Oh my god.
I live in this past of mine
way more than I should, maybe it's because I'm delusional.
But you know, I like this. I really do. I'll read more entries, saved conversations before this night ends.
It's just one of those days, I suppose. It's like every old entry I read, I relive that moment and those
emotions that I dwelt well inside me. Will I ever get over that RANCHY MASTAH you tell me but as for now
I'm in my mind and there's nothing YOU can do to stop me BWAHHWAHWAHWAH [SHAKES FIST]

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I don't think I want to expose anything else.
It's not about surgantian salad or anything,
but something much more deeper. Oh wells!

I hung out with my friend Brandon [http://myspace.com/168265130] & Travis [http://myspace.com/136295405]
for the last time before he went to college in Miami.
Ohhh, I'm gonna miss that kid.

First they picked me up
[got lost getting there]
and chilled at his place
for a while. we took a
couple of photos, had
a photoshop fight needless
to say, he won [I can't say
I felt the need to play it anyway, hah]

We then got some chinese grub
and they gave me all their rice.
yes, I ate it all. WOOT!

after that, we got in his car
and drifted the streets and made
donuts with his friend, josh.

I felt pretty indifferent towards
it all. At one point Brandon hit a
mail box and we drove off.

To make up for that, he bought
me a pack of Marlboro Reds with
a bunch of coins we had... WOOO!
thank you Brandon ^_^

Mann, everyones leaving and I'll
be stuck in this shit-hole. My
mothers trying to plan my life out
which is really starting to piss me off.

Am I not capable to start my own life?
jeeeeeeeeeeze. Obviously not. I think
I just might have move away one of these days.

BLEAHsf.
[sighs]
oh wells.

Anywho, Brandons mother threw a fit because
he put her on hold so we had to go back home
and sneak out of the house to drop me off which
I hope they got in the house okay.. She wouldn't
let him drive me home and threatened to kick him
out of the house if he did [Yeahhh I don't know.]

I really do hope he made it in okay.
but what it's worth, I'm gonna miss you man.
and I'll miss those classes in culinary arts & english
....When you decided not to skip and come to class.

Good luck, man ^_^
and to pass the time...
here's some photos.


( +4 )

I can't stop reading past entries.
from xanga, mine, Vaughns.
I wonder why I feel this way
was it really due to that night?
I mean, what was this so different
than the others? I mean, was that
thing I felt real?

[LMFAO, I swear I didn't mean that in
some type of perverted.. yeah anyway]

I saved a couple of his poems he wrote.
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Oh, they still mean so much to me.
But I'm not going to tell him that.
I'm not going to mention anything.

I think he's avoiding me.
or maybe that my own paranoia
because I want to speak to him
soooo bad but I don't know what
to say anymore, that night stole me away.

AND THIS SONG ISN'T HELPING ME ANYWAY.
ARHGHHSBFJHSBDFJHSBDFBSDFHBSJDFBSDFBHJB.

"This is not what I'm like,
this is not what I do
this is not what I'm like,
I think I'm falling for you

I never thought that I could
feel there's something
rising, rising in my veins
and it looks like I feel there's
something rising, rising in my veins
looks like it's happened again"

I guess that's first love for ya, LAWZ.
ICKK. I sound like a fucking sap. I'm
gonna go play some DDR now and sing karaoke
with my brother... Get this sappy shit out
of my brain. EWWWWWWWWW GWEN'S BOTHHH?!?!?

AHAHAHHAHHAHAHJAB JDSBFJSBDF OMGZ.

Wednesday, March 10, 2004


"Don't ask no silly questions, and I'll play no silly games" - Stephen King

I was going to try (<<< emphasis) to kiss Gwen at the bus loop today, but then Kerri was like staring, so i didnt. Plus i didnt want Gwen to run away yelling "What the hell is wrong with you!!!!!!"



-Grim "I LOVE THE GWEN"

HAHA.. AWE =[ [sobs]
I wonder if he still
feels the same way.
Do feelings ever
disappear? hah, I think not.

Dreams that don't have
anything to do with anything.
but are just fun to post up anyway.

HAAM DREAMMM!!!

I'm pretty sure I was in YMCA near the pool area [Work with me here I've never been there.] I just jumped out of the pool and went to the locker room to shower up and
change. This is when Steve comes in [it's all a b l u r] moving on I'm walking with
him and we're smoking cigs talking about life and such now we're in New York in front
of an airport and his ride just pulled up so we gave each other a huge indicating we
wanted something more but I let him leave THENNN! He caresses my face and we kiss, lolz.
then he says "OH MY GOD... I AM SOOO DRUNK..SO DRUNK..OMGZ..OMGZ." SQUEEE!

NOW!
to
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TAQUITOS: AN APHRODISIAC!
I'm in the ocean with Steve Head. His foot are propellers and he's giving me a ride
in the sea. After that he gives me a picture of him and his "sister" they're in front
of a cabin around december or so. THERE'S RANCH EVERYWHERE. oh wait, no that's snow.
YESSSS, and... thenn.... I'm at a school feild trip, checking out the lunch room areas.
Our chef is Mario [from 64, yadda yadda] he gives us each taquito with sour cream on it
so I say HEY! and take a bite all of a sudden time stops and those people stare and I
then realize THEY ALL HAVE BONERS! so I walk up to Mario and bite another piece off
of this taquito and he faints. AND SOMETHING WE ALL COULDN'T IMAGINE. STEVE head is
putting the moves on me with a tequtio in his hand and he's got that little devious
look upon his face and he lures me over to the stoves and we start making out then
this other guy [i'm guessing my boyfriend i don't know who he was] he wasn't eating
taquito so he was an angry noodle and he stormed out of the kitchen like DIZAM and
I ended up running to him apologizing and asking if he'd give me another chance. I
finally found this guy, he was playing a maple-story-SHIT version of WoW but see,
even in this dream I wasn't really attached to this guy SO why the eff did I go to
this kid? I woke up slapping myself in the FACE. like.. EFF THAT EFF THAT!

HEYYY
it's almost
7 i want kooohiiihihihihihihii
[coffffffffffffffffeeeeeeeee]
fare thee well!